When We Must Turn Praise Into Prayer


How many of us have been in a church service on Sunday, with joyful music playing, people clapping and singing, the Word being proclaimed… but you just can’t join in?
Oh, you may be going through the motions, but your heart is not there. Life is hard, and you can’t shake it. I have a feeling I’m not the only one.

As our band was leading the musical worship at church on Sunday, an interesting process unfolded in my spirit. I have to admit that in the past, I have been the one struggling a little, but my hardships are nothing compared to some (ever since I chose to follow Jesus). It’s usually easy for me to throw off the negative thoughts and truly be joyful in praise.

(sheepish confession follows) I have judged others who cannot join in with corporate worship. This may come from my first 8 years as a Christian, in a church which highly valued outward expressions. It may come from my own sinful nature. I suspect it’s a little of both.

Sunday, as we sang songs extolling God and expressing joy in His salvation, I looked out among the congregation. I mean I really looked at them… made eye contact. I saw many who were struggling to throw off the cares of this world.

A mother who had lost a son to drugs, and is raising her granddaughter.
A man whose children have been turned against him by his ex-wife.
A 9 year-old who has fought cancer and won…for now.
A young woman who lovingly placed her baby for adoption as a teen.
Another young woman, her whole life ahead of her, plagued by severe anxiety disorder.

I asked God to show me how He sees them. It both blessed and broke my heart.

He is not sitting on the throne, wishing they would get over their “issues,” and just be thankful!
He is not thinking that if only they would have more faith, He would heal them!
He is not condemning them for not being “true worshipers”

He is sitting right beside them, wanting to hold them.
He weeps with them. He grieves their losses.
He is waiting to reveal His glorious healing at the appointed time, however that healing may manifest.

That is when God stirred my heart to turn the praise that I was able to express into prayers for His precious, hurting children.

Praise is rising, hearts are turning to You; We turn to You.
Hope is stirring, hearts are yearning for You; We long for You.
‘Cause when we see You, we find strength to face the day.
In Your presence, all are fears are washed away.
From “Hosanna” by Paul Baloche

Lord, let this be true for them. Let them turn to You, see You, and wash all their fears away with your love!

Jesus in Your name we pray.
Come and fill our hearts today
Lord, give us strength to live for You; and glorify Your name

Your name is a strong and mighty tower
Your name is a shelter like no other
Your name, let the nations sing it louder
Nothing has the power to save but Your name
From “Your Name” by Paul Baloche

Lord, be our strong tower, the shelter we run to in times of trouble. For we KNOW that nothing has the power to save but You!

Almighty Infinite Father, faithfully loving Your own.
Here in our weakness You find us, falling before Your throne.
You are the one that we praise; you are the one we adore.
You give the healing and grace our hearts always hunger for.
From “Wonderful Merciful Savior” by Dawn Rogers and Eric Wyse

Lord, in our weakness, let us fall before Your throne. You are faithful to find us. Show us the healing You give and the grace that is always sufficient for us. We will wait for You.

Let me leave you with one of my most favorite prayers in song. It is O Great God, by Bob Kauflin, based on the prayer “Regeneration” in the puritan prayer book, The Valley of Vision.

If you would like, pray the prayer as you listen, and dedicate your heart anew to our great God, in and through your circumstances. I know I did as I sang it last Sunday

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About Sarah Pinnix

I'm a mom, blogger, vlogger, libertarian. I love Jesus, and my husband, too. Social Media Strategist for a Non-Profit (All statements here are solely my own)

Comments

  1. oh sarah, i needed this so badly. i am going through so much right now. i am being jerked in a hundred emotional directions at once and i dont know which way to go. im scared for my family and i want to make everything better, but there is nothing i know to do. allie is devistaded that we are moving. im so sad sarah.

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  2. I grew up in a Pentacostal church, and I just could not get into the worship. There was so much pressure to speak in tongues, wave your hands around, dance, and be slain in the spirit. But it says very specifically in the Bible that we all have different gifts. I’m a very introspective, reserved person, and I dreaded going to church every Sunday because of the worship portion. I could’t wait for the sermon to begin! People would crowd around me laying on hands trying to get me to speak in tongues and such, when I was doing just fine, communing quietly with God. My sister actually got kicked out of the service once for not raising her hands in the air. I really, really, really don’t think that’s what God wants in his house. I think he wants us all to worship him in our own way, whether that means singing, dancing, jumping, or simply keeping to one’s self. If anyone can appreciate our differences it’s God, I think churches should be mindful of that and not judge people who don’t follow the crowd in worship.

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  3. The Surrendered Scribe says:

    This is beautiful and a great wake up call for the church. I know last year I was in a service during worship when He showed me His heart for the many new folks who came for the first time and I wept and sobbed, I had such love for them. But on my own, I would have looked at them for bringing coffee in the sanctuary,etc…I love your posts, they always speak to me.

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  4. Sarah, this is so beautifully put! God does not want us to wait and come to him when we have all our cares and griefs figured out -He wants us to lay them at his feet, to lay them at the foot of the cross.

    I know from personal experience that it is hard to let go when we are so oppressed by our cares. I am guilty of judging the congregation for not having “the right spirit”, for being at church for reasons other than worship.

    Who Am I to judge?? Indeed, who am I that Jesus should even call me by name? As a christian, I see my own failings and pray that I would not examine the thorn in my brother’s eye without remembering the log in my own.

    Thank you so much for this reminder!

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